Desire

Cleo always there for the sweet gooey mush. :’)  In this first verse its very much that feeling of returning to love with you, being reminded of it, its expanse. Feeling ‘in a plastic world’ surrounded by so much horror, so many who have forgotten or purposefully disregarded care, and then to be here with you, feel such a depth of human compassion, feeling real again being in such deep relation. 

And I wonder, do you know? Can you feel my desire for you? I think thats something thats really hitting me. How much I desire you, feeling this pull and real entanglement. Of course theres still questions, things I wonder, how far we can go? how far do we want to? What could the future hold for us? We don’t have to know, but with this song I’m just being present with the desires I feel budding and blooming in my heart. 

Towards the end, the refrain adds in (in a background supporting chorus vocals) ‘lead us home, lead us home, share our lives, that's the real desire’ and that to me is the truth, I really want to make home for myself this year, and I want to share that home with others. So I wonder, without knowing answer, but imagining, perhaps desiring, if we could do that together….