when you make my heart sparkle
This one is a bit of a promise, but most of all a reminder. That I am here for the gooey goodness, but also for the sticky parts to. The harder feelings, the hurt and the confusion, the missteps, the miscommunications, the grief and fatigue. I really want to be here with you through it all. Even when I’m not physically there, I hope we can find ways to be able to support each other from afar. I really care about you and want to practice caring for you. I’ve been really hurt, gone through some of my deepest grief on my own, and I just want you to know you dont have to. Even if things shift with us, if we return to friendship, I hope you know I have no intention to leave you. I want to see you through your life, cheer you on across every finish line, carry you across if you ever need it. I know your preparing some big life shifts, with career and home, and these changes and some of the steps involved can trigger a lot of anxiety, and I want you to know I’m here for you. I dont think ‘everyone is ever gonna walk away’ from you like the song. You have such an incredible group of loved ones around you who I really believe will always love you right, but also I know you are wanting to more deeply live the life you want and it may reconfigure the ways those relationships look. (I also believe it will just rearrange them into new also very lovely configurations :) ) but point is, change is coming, and I’m trying to really make changes too. I’m here with you through this, most of all as your friend. I really believe in you and your dreams and want nothin more than for you to live out your dream life. <3
Know what it feels like when the walls are closin' in
And you're tired of the pain you're holdin' in
At your worst, and you're hopin' it'll end (end)
All the times that you just needed a friend
You know I'm just one call away
When everyone walked away
I'll guide you through your darkest days
When you lost your way (oh)
And I will (never) never (leave you) leave you all alone
'Cause I know how it feel to be broken on your own (oh)
Treat you right, even when they do you wrong
And I will (never) never (leave you) leave you all alone (yeah)
And when you're feelin' like you on your own
I'll remind you with the words of this song
Oh, who'll be ridin' when the road gets lonely?
I'll be there to give you strength when you're feelin' weak
When your body's shuttin' down and you still can't sleep
I'll be there to help you chase your dreams
Ain't no limit, you can get over these dark clouds, yeah
I'll light your way up when the sun's not there
Know there's a reason you're still livin'
When you're lost (oh), help you find (oh) what you missin'